Been taking some time to reflect, read, and study on some things.
Also struggling a bit to keep quiet as long as it has been. So many things that could be said and it is starting to bother me. But it is best not to tread a direction that will bring back old vomit. That old self must die first.
Been hard to break desires and to step away from things once loved. To loosen ties, to drop habits and images. But they must be torn down. Whatever falsehoods remain have to be removed… to allow the appropriate spirit to dwell within.
The main thing is to learn the lesson. Not have to constantly re-experience it. It must be confronted and surpassed.
There are still a lot of questions — not all of it has been figured out. But there is a clear truth being showed within. Many more answers now appear. And an unwavering grows.
This time though, it should not be cast out before all (as swine consume what you give them and eventually move on to the next workless meal). It should only be spoken to those who should hear. No one else. Let the rest… guess.
It has to remain on something greater, where the focus is on a subject that should have praise. Instead of a build for ourselves. Let the attention stay where it belongs.
For its not about just us any more, but justice. And that judgment is coming.